When I first started on this journey, someone gave me a piece of advice. They told me it was probably better not to tell too many people about what I did because it could be embarrassing and people might think I was weird. At the time, I was stepping into a world that looked very different from the one I had known before. Reiki, energy, ceremony, drumming, firewalking, spirituality, connection to the land… And these weren't necessarily conversations I was used to around the d

There is something about the Autumn Equinox that feels like a pause. Not an ending, and not quite a beginning either, but a moment somewhere between the two. The frantic growth of spring and summer is behind us. The leaves are beginning to turn, the evenings are drawing in and there is that unmistakable change in the air. The Wheel is turning again. The Autumn Equinox is one of two points in the year when day and night come into balance. Light and darkness meet, briefly, befo

Last week I spent a few days on Anglesey, properly for the first time. I don't really know how else to describe it other than Anglesey just feels different. From crossing the bridge onto the island, there was a feeling of being somewhere else entirely. Not just somewhere new, but somewhere that somehow felt separate from everything we had just left behind. I can’t really explain what I mean by different. It was almost like entering another world. There was something about the

We say it all the time. It’s okay not to be okay. We tell people to reach out. We tell them they don’t have to struggle alone. We tell them we’re there if they need to talk, that we’ll listen without judgement, that nobody should have to put on a brave face when underneath it all they’re falling apart. They’re beautiful words. Important words. But I sometimes wonder how well they actually translate into reality. But what happens when the person who isn’t okay is the person yo

I’ve just spent a few days by the sea in my tent with the pup. Walking barefoot, swimming in the sea, being outside, resting, doing very little unless I actually wanted to. And somewhere amongst all of that, I realised something. I had no idea quite how much I needed to stop. I knew I was tired. I knew life had been busy and there had been a lot going on. But I was still working, still showing up, still making plans, still laughing, still getting things done. From the outside

“Everything happens for a reason” is one of those phrases we hear all the time, particularly when life has taken an unexpected turn. Sometimes it brings comfort. Sometimes, looking back, we can see how one event led to another, how a door closing sent us in a completely different direction, or how something we desperately wanted not happening eventually made space for something else. But does everything really happen for a reason? I’m not sure I believe it does! Because that

Yesterday was busy. Not bad busy, not necessarily overwhelming busy, just full. One thing followed another, the hours disappeared, and suddenly I reached the end of the day and realised there was absolutely nothing left in the tank. I had things I was going to do, things I had planned and things I probably "should" have done, but they simply weren't happening. Not because I couldn't be bothered, not because I needed to organise myself better and not because I lacked motivatio

Today, the 11th of August, something rather wonderful happens in Japan. It’s Mountain Day or Yama no Hi. It is a national holiday dedicated to appreciating the country’s mountains and recognising the blessings they bring. And I have to say, I think they might be onto something! Japan is a country shaped by mountains. Around 70% of its landmass is mountainous, and for centuries those mountains have been far more than a dramatic backdrop to everyday life. They are woven through

Integrity is one of those words we all recognise, yet I wonder how often we truly stop to think about what it means. Somewhere along the way, it feels as though it has quietly slipped down our list of priorities. Not because we consciously decided it wasn't important, but because life became busier, louder, and more complicated. Little compromises became easier to justify. We learnt to accept things that once would have made us uncomfortable, until eventually they hardly regi

Every year, at the beginning of August, one of the eight festivals of the Wheel quietly arrives... and quietly slips away again. Lughnasadh seems to be the forgotten Sabbat. It doesn't have the excitement of Beltane, the mystery of Samhain or the familiarity of Yule. It rarely appears on calendars or social media, and many people couldn't tell you when it falls, let alone what it celebrates. I've often wondered why. Perhaps it's simply the timing. It arrives in the middle of

I wonder how often we mistake comfort for peace. At first glance, they can look remarkably similar. Both are quiet. Both feel familiar. Neither asks very much of us. Yet beneath the surface, they are entirely different. Comfort often whispers, "Stay here. It's safe." Peace whispers, "You are exactly where you need to be." One is rooted in fear of change. The other is rooted in trust. There have been times in my life when I convinced myself I was at peace. Looking back, I wasn

Watching Wimbledon over the weekend, I noticed the famous quote above the players' entrance to Centre Court. It reads, "If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster and treat those two imposters just the same..." It stopped me in my tracks. I'd seen it before, but this time it seemed to ask something of me. As I watched the players walk beneath those words, I found myself wondering whether I truly understood them. My first thought was simple: Is triumph really an imposter? When

Last week, while I was in the river, I looked up to see a buzzard circling overhead. It wasn't rushing or fighting against the wind. It simply found the rising air and allowed it to lift it effortlessly. There were moments when it barely seemed to move its wings at all, yet it remained high above the landscape, carried by something far greater than its own effort. It stayed with me long after I had left the water. We often celebrate hard work, resilience and determination, an

When did we stop listening? Not to other people... We spend plenty of time doing that! We listen to podcasts while we drive, music while we walk, notifications that constantly call for our attention. We absorb opinions, headlines and endless streams of information. But somewhere along the way, many of us stopped listening to ourselves. As children, we seemed to know how. We would crouch down to watch a ladybird making its determined journey along a leaf. We would lie on the g

There was a time when I thought sacred moments had to be extraordinary. I imagined they would arrive with great fanfare. Perhaps during a life-changing ceremony beneath a sky full of stars. Standing in the centre of an ancient stone circle as the sun rose over the horizon, receiving a message so profound that everything suddenly made sense. A moment of undeniable magic that would change the course of my life forever. And whilst I have been fortunate enough to experience momen

At the Height of the Light As the Summer Solstice approaches, I find myself reflecting not on what I want to achieve, but on what has already grown. There is something special about this point in the wheel of the year. The Earth is abundant and alive. The hedgerows are bursting with life, the days are long, and the sun lingers in the sky long into the evening. Even if it isn’t very warm this year! Everywhere we look, nature is expressing herself in her fullest form. In the Ce

I was listening to the Hawkstone Farmers Choir Britain's Got Talent finale song and the lyrics really caught my attention: "This is home. Where the roots run deep. Where the heart still beats. This is home. Where the wild wind blows. Through my blood and bones. This is home." The words lingered long after the song had finished, because they stirred something I have been reflecting on for quite some time. Home. Such a simple word, and yet the more I think about it, the harder

The older I get, the more I realise how much of life we spend waiting. Waiting to feel ready. Waiting to feel healed. Waiting for the right relationship, the right opportunity, the right amount of money, the right version of ourselves. We tell ourselves that happiness will come later. After the breakthrough. After the grief softens. After the children grow up. After the business succeeds. After we finally feel enough. And so we place our joy on hold, almost as though life is

When I was at Castlerigg the other week, I noticed something I had somehow overlooked despite having been there hundreds of times before. A Hawthorn meets a Holly over one of the gates at the entrance to Castlerigg Stone Circle. Standing beneath those branches, it feels like a portal. As though the meeting of those two ancient trees marks a threshold between worlds. The moment you step through the gate, something shifts. The noise of ordinary life softens and the land itself

There’s something beautifully cyclical about my Reiki journey. Each time I thought I had reached the edge of what Reiki could offer me, another doorway opened… and each doorway changed me in ways I never expected. I first stepped onto this path in 2017 when I completed my Reiki 1. At the time, I simply knew I was searching for something deeper. I couldn’t have imagined then just how profoundly Reiki would shape my life. What began as curiosity quickly became a relationship, n